i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy. i pass out around three.
joe jonas’s role in Taylor’s discography is so funny first she’s like you’re breaking my heart cause I thought we’d be together forever then two years later she’s like I heard your new song about me and I have something to say to your new girlfriend then three tracks later she’s like actually I’m still in love with you. then two years later she’s like I’m not mad anymore I’m grateful for what we had!!! and we’re like okay cool taylor the saga is over but then eight years later she’s like you broke my heart once but now your baby will receive a little present from me. as a treat. genuinely unhinged queen
